Monday, January 12, 2009

Drinking and Smoking.

That used to be a big thing in my life but now i don't do it. Because you know what smoking kills your brain cells and it is just pointless and a waist of money. I used to smoke everyday and i thought it was cool and fun. But in the long run it is stupid and not worth my time and money. i have been clean for over a month now and i love it. My life is so much better and clearer now.
And without drinking it is so much better to. I love my life so much better without drinking and smoking. I get to have more fun and more money. Because all of my money went to that stuff but now it does not and i haven't had a drink in a little less then a month i think. Also i got caught doing both by my mom and i got grounded and still kinda am, i have been grounded for a little over a month now and i hate it but at least i get to do more stuff now. So I'm kinda glad i got caught because that is what made me change my life around and not smoke and drink.
People around me that smoke and drink can do it and it does not bother me or make me want to do either. But I'm thankful for my boyfriend to help me and also my best friend to help and support me not to do it. I don't want to do it anymore and also smoking also makes you not want to do anything and eat food its stupid but that is my opinion at least. You can like never get a job if you are not clean and that is what also made me stop because i wanted to be clean so i can get a job.